Just can't get enough

I am SO addicted to that song. I know it's like a generic pop song on the radio, therefore some people might not like how mainstream it is, but it's the kind of song that's so catchy, it gets stuck in your head all day. Kinda like Party In The USA by Little Miss I-Grew-Out-Of-The-Whole-Hannah-Montana-thing-Now-So-You-Can-Suck-It haha. Shit, that bloody song is so annoyingly catchy that I find myself singing it in times of distress. Okay maybe not just in times of distress. :x

The knee-high socks look is so cool. Looks as if you're wearing boots when you're really not. If I attend a party with a theme anytime soon, I'm so going to try this. :)

Just amazing. I probably could never pull it off as well as these people do, but I like to try.

Photo credits: 1 2 3

xoxo

What's Love Got To Do With It?

I've been kind of a bitch to some people lately and I don't even know why. The problem is that these people actually matter to me, and I feel like total shit after treating them so badly when they clearly don't deserve it. Or do they? I don't even know exactly why I behave like this sometimes, but I blame it on my weird mood swings which are probably caused by the instability of the chemicals in my brain or something. I get so easily angered, frustrated and irritated, and most of the time I can't even pinpoint a particular reason. Maybe I'm just hiding from the truth ...

On a lighter note, I get happy quite easily also. Like when I think of shopping. I don't want to sound frivolous but I haven't exactly shopped in a long time and I think everyone agrees that retail therapy is just the right remedy for ... anything. Oh and I get excited when I think of what to eat. Yes, I think of food 24/7, it's better than thinking about people who just screw around, leaving you confused, and screw around some more. Everyone gets sick and tired after a while; every game will get old soon enough; and before you know it, the players in the game will just want it to end already.

Am I not making sense to you? :/

xoxo

Is it possible to not love this face?

I'm in love with Chuck.
Looking at his adorable smile makes me just wanna elope with him. Sigh.

You Kiss Me Like An Overdramatic Actor

Fashion muse of the moment: Jessica Szhor.

Her sense of style is somewhat bohemian chic, with plenty of cool eye catching accessories as the focus, which is something she displays on and off screen.

This is definitely Marchesa. :)

I'm really loving her bohemian, effortless style. It's not too girly, and it's just right. Kinda like Mila Kunis meets Vanessa Hudgens?

Things I really want to do right now:

Have a nice shower - that reminds me, my Body Shop shower gel is running out D: - and wash my hair because the weather's not good to my hair and the hobo look does NOT flatter me in any way.

Have some apple crumble because I've been craving it for weeks. WEEKS.

Buy myself something really nice, like a pair of suede and/or patent leather pumps which have been all the rage since ... forever? I need to update my wardrobe man.

Try to study. Finish up my homework if I have any.

Party like it's Friday, Friday HAHA

There and Back Again

Hello there. :) After much consideration, I decided to delete my old blog and start a new one. I got really sick of my old one, because most of the old entries on it were full of nonsense and despite rekindling old memories and crap, reading them years later made me cringe, seriously. Plus it's time to move on and start afresh!

I'm hoping to update this new one regularly, or at least try to.

So anyway. The end of last year (November and December) was really good for me. I stayed up every night, experimented here and there - totally harmless, I promise, met new people. New Year's was the best. Then came 2011. The beginning of this year was pretty nice. I thought it was, anyway. Then (insert unnecessary drama here) and then I got really emo and shit. Then something else came along, something so brief you could almost call it insignificant. Things weren't exactly alright, but they were good as long as I kept it in. I'd think, This is not right at all, I shouldn't feel this way because it's not even real anyway, but gradually I started loosening control over myself and thought What the hell. And just before I wanted to give in, shit happened and here I am. I guess I'm okay now, but a part of me is still left with mixed feelings. I want to forget and get a move on but at the same time I don't want to. Did he or did he not? I guess I'll just never know now. All I know is that it felt good at the time.

Right now I'm just bumming around. Feels like I'm neither here nor there. I want to do something crazy, I want to feel good again.

Instead of stuffing myself with food 24/7, I should just focus on studying since I haven't done shit and I pretty much screwed up my first term exam but I can't bring myself to do so. I've said this before, and it's starting to get annoying, but I NEED TO EXERCISE MORE WILLPOWER. Kiru inspires me, she really does. She can just sit down and study and ignore people around her. That's what I think she did anyway, while the whole bunch of us noisy people were in the library the other day. Did I mention she's my dealer? She unwillingly became my supplier. And no, I don't mean coke, I mean Panadol!

Oh my god. See how messed up my brain is now?


xoxo